National Champs/ the Future

So after I write a post about all my sports teams sucking except for the Maryland Women's basketball team, those Terps beat Duke and win their first National title!

So, the O's (hahaha), Ravens (hahahahaha), Terps football (hahahaha) and Terps Men's basketball (hahahahaha) better all do very well this year too.

While the Women's team talks about how they could win again and again in the upcoming years, I am left with the fact that my internship is up in about 3 months. I don't know what I'm going to do. I want to stay in D.C., continue working on wetlands and farm bill issues and continue working at NWF. But I mostly want to continue working with my co-workers, which I know is virtually impossible. I just despise change, always have, always will. Everything always works out, but I still have almost panic attacks thinking about it. When I first started working at NWF all I wanted to do was go back to school. Now, all I want is to not have to leave NWF. I am almost certain that any place I work won't have the same, down to earth attitude that my current office does, with really cool, smart people who really care about wildlife and the environment.

I guess all good things must come to an end at some point. But if I do get a job in D.C., then where will I live? I doubt I will be able to afford to live alone. What if I can't even find a job?

So many questions. So little answers.